Out of Me

I got a job

 

Are words that I seemingly won’t get out of me, network it with me as this cold society’s learning curve brought it out of me

 

Be proud of me

 

Are words I can’t demand as I’m lacking esteem to amend the “me”, as I’m not the “me” that I want to be

 

I love you

 

Tragic words that never get spoken because I broke it off of me, only possibly because I thought to free impossiblity

 

He’s a Frenemy

 

Grin at the those that remind me of me of what not to be when I look in someone who just took from me. Can you take from me? Apparently.

 

I got my diploma

 

The piling clot of fraud education blot taught to me what scheming sought not to be because look what it brought it me

 

Do a lobotomy of my psyche’s autonomy. Look what it caught in me. Cycles that fight in me:

 

And if I can’t send it out of me

Then I can greet it out of me

And if I can’t shake it out of me

Then I’ll smile it out of me

And if I can’t deal it out of me

Then I’ll deliver it out of me

And if I can’t deploy it out of me

Then I’ll pile it out of me

And if I can’t sketch it out of me

Then I’ll edit it out of me

And if I can’t read it out of me

Then I’ll play it out of me

And if I can’t drive it out of me

Then I’ll jam it out of me

And if I can’t blast it out of me

Then I’ll scream it out of me

And if I can’t spew it out of me

Then I’ll clench it out of me

And if I can’t sleep it out of me

Then I’ll run it out of me

And if I can’t lift it out of me

Then I’ll write it out of me

And if I can’t elaborate it out of me

Then I’ll apply it out of me

And if I can’t express it out of me

Then I’ll cry. Simple.

 

Which I have… In forgiveness they say “It’s water under the bridge” but lately I’ve envied the water even though it represents sin. I see it as a direction and that path seems to be forward; what’s that like?

 

Patience, get this out of me.

 

 

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